Lately, I've really started wondering if there is something wrong with me.
I never used to be this way.
I try to chalk it up to kids, stress, etc. etc.....but I feel like I've lost a part of myself.
You see, I forget things.
All. the. time.
Big things, little things, daily things, short term things and long term things.
It's like I store them in my brain, and there isn't enough room, so there you go, POOF!
I can write it on my calendar, remind myself multiple times a day, and I still forget.
I need a badge holder with a picture of me in it and my name, so that I can at least figure that out when I forget.
It honestly feels like either my mind is so full of stress and worry about so many things that there isn't room for anything else, or that it's just shutting down.
I wish I could plug in a flash drive, download some info to it, and clear a little space.
It almost feels like......my brain needs sleep. A good long sleep.
You guys, I don't know what to do. I always feel like I'm forgetting something. Always. I have this feeling that I'm letting people down. I know I am.
But I don't know what to do.....
is this normal? Just part of being a Mom?
Because if so......
I'm done having kids.
I must say, the room in my heart keeps growing. Because every time I think I couldn't love my boys more than I do...
So at least that part of me is okay.